Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Yesterday was a rough morning, we are selling my car to my sister and i had cleaned the night before listen to the radio and drained the battery. I had taken off all our house keys and left them in the house. Thinking the car would start, it didn't. I had Danika doctor apt at 8:30 I wasn't going to make it so I had to call my mom and ask her to come take me to work and take Danika to the doctors apt cause it was rescheduled for 10 am I worked at 10;30. While waiting I had to wait in my car it was cold and I felt like a bad mom because I have a diesase I have poor cicrulation in my hands and feet they freeze in 60 degree weather, her hands were cold there was nothing I could do to warm them up because my hands and feet where numb I felt so bad. I only had 9 oz of milk pump and thought she was good on formula... Well she wasn't so my mom had to pick some up to feed her at the end of the time she watches her. It is hard keeping up with Danika milk supply when I am not there to nurse every three hours.At work it is hard to pump every two hours I don't really get breaks besides lunch. The doctor has put me on fenugreek to see if that helps me produce more. I hope everything will work out for the best. Danika really makes me happy on my days that go so wrong. I love her to death she is my eveything my princess my little girl.

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