This week is a learning week

I have been at my new job for a week Danika is back with us for a few days and is probably going back down but it's what we feel best for her at the moment till my little sister gets out of school and can come up and help us watch her. I am now 12 weeks and though I feel tired after work it's worth it, I have been feeling less sick and don't crave to much. At work we had three traumas come and and needed to be life flighted to Idaho, and because we are the OR some go to the trama calls and also that same day a pt coded in our OR table. Work is usually Monday- Friday unless we are on call for the night and the weekend. At the moment I'm in decontamination and sterilization learning the instruments I have done so many Ortho hand trays that I could tell you and put the order of the handle instruments in without the chest sheet. Some of the instruments I see your glad you are out asleep because some look scary lol.

It stuck this time!!

Here are again and the best news is we are not left heartbroken. When I found out I was pregnant this time around I was so relaxed and calm and wasn't stressing and worrying if it would stuck this time. I found out early that I was pregnant cause I have been feeling super sick unlike with Danika I could eat and feel okay but this one I have to continue to eat food if I want to feel ok. I have been watched this whole first trimester with ultrasoun every two weeks. At six weeks and 3 days we got to hear the heartbeat with the ultrasound now there was blood at the top of my uterus which watts said is normal in some cases and and it could of implied impending miscarriage or it would just resolve its self. I at first was worried but then reminded my self that I wasn't worried and I was relaxed and it calmed me down. By my next ultrasound We took Danika to this apt and just to see her reaction when she heard the heartbeat was amazing and her to watch the ultrasound it was hard to choose who to look at. I am now almost 11 weeks and my morning sickness has lightened up a little but with Danika I ate the smell of fried chicken it makes me want to vomit, though I love ranch especially Ranch and tomatoes and burritos, cheese doesn't have to be on everything but sure is delcious, cucumbers and ranch which I usually hate cucumbers and pickles which I love on hamburgers at this moment. I prefer more salty then sweet and I have less acne with this one then with Danika and I find my self drinking more water yuck. I am starting to show which is why We couldn't keep it a secret much longer. I will keep weekly updates for everyone that wants to read.